We met X years back in chat. I was in a relationship then but this did not stop him from wanting to meet me. I tagged along my currrent bf and met him at Megamall. Even before the meet-up,we were constant chat-mate.We exchange ideas and views on things under the sun.
I knew everything about him and vice-versa,stuff that even a partner dont know.Our friendship/closeness got in tatters for a number of times :
1. despite knowledge of how hurt I was with an eX,he befriended the person.....behind my back ( all those time i thought he hate him as well).
2. our variance on giving importance to an agreement. Names you and gives you out on a discussion.
3. recently,his tougthless regards on the things a friend have done for him and uncaring of a friends would-be state.
I cannot discount the help, joy and friendship he has extended to me but its hard for me to equate all these to compensate on the troubles and bad/heavy feelings i get brought by,i believe of being him....
in the last discord, I texted him how I felt(disgusted/disappointed) and questioned him for so doing, Didnt get any reply.....
cant help but to wonder...is he a real friend?
